Many years ago, a young Christian girl I mentored shared with me why she ignored her moral convictions in a moment of rebellion and decided to sleep with her ex-boyfriend. "Prior to that decision I made I had been feeling distant from God," she cried, "as if the Lord wasn't near and didn't care what I was going through. I felt abandoned by God."
Now, before you gather your pile of stones to throw her way, consider if you have ever been tempted with this same rebellion. If you are currently in a 'wilderness' or 'desert' season in your walk with God, be aware that the temptation to rebel may be stronger now than at other seasons in your life.
Rebellion can exist in various forms: flirting with worldliness, allowing entertainment, relationships, or other things take priority over God, sexual sin; even complaining and murmuring against God can become a type of rebellion.
There are many lessons we can learn from the history of the Israelites in the Old Testament, especially when it comes to rebellion and disobedience against God. I don't know why we refuse to remember that rebellion always, always, always ends in pain. The emotional, relational, financial, or spiritual suffering that follows from bad choices always leaves a scar that may take a long time to heal.
"Nevertheless, with most of them God was not well-pleased, for they were laid low in the wilderness. Now these things happened as examples for us so that we would not crave evil things as they also craved. Do not be idolaters, as some of them were..nor let us act immorally, as some of them did..nor let us try the Lord as some of them did, and were destroyed by the serpents, nor grumble, as some of them did, and were destroyed by the destroyer." I Cor. 10:5-10 (emphasis, mine).
In your wilderness I know that it may appear as though God is distant. I know you may feel abandoned. I know that you may not see God at work in your circumstances. Regardless, of what you see or feel, you must believe that God will never leave you or forsake you. It's time to trust in His faithfulness and love for you.
In your wilderness, don't let the 'destroyer destroy you.' Hold fast to your faith and hope...
...and don't rebel!



